I can’t do it anymore and I’m not . The problem is I am now looking to get another crap job where I can be frustrated with in a different way . I was happy with what I did , but I’m also happy about not having to do what I did . Each day I worked there I felt like I couldn’t do it anymore not because the job was difficult. It was because an easy job was made difficult because of they way we were spoken to and treated by some , but not all
I think the point you made about frustration highlighting to you that you weren’t being yourself is huge.
You’ve also found something that I have found incredibly useful to unleash frustration - sitting down to write and letting the words pour out of you.
I always seem to get a sense of clarity whenever I write an article (even if it stays in my drafts and never gets published, the clarity still comes).
Yes, for sure… writing is an incredible medium for finding inner clarity for me as well. I used write in journals for that purpose for many years… I got away from that in recent years… from journals that is… and now find myself doing that sort of thing here. It is hugely cathartic… even more when it’s not hidden away in a private journal but being shared with others. There is something even more powerful in that. For me at least.
But yes… even the drafts that don’t get published or are deleted … they help me clear ou the mucky confusion 😅
Thought you might enjoy this...
Looping thoughts running on the hamster wheels of my mind...
How I discovered the great I AM.
https://rachelvictorianna.substack.com/p/looping-thoughts-running-on-the-hamster
Very good, thanks for sharing!
I can’t do it anymore and I’m not . The problem is I am now looking to get another crap job where I can be frustrated with in a different way . I was happy with what I did , but I’m also happy about not having to do what I did . Each day I worked there I felt like I couldn’t do it anymore not because the job was difficult. It was because an easy job was made difficult because of they way we were spoken to and treated by some , but not all
I’m sorry to hear that. It sounds so frustrating!
I think the point you made about frustration highlighting to you that you weren’t being yourself is huge.
You’ve also found something that I have found incredibly useful to unleash frustration - sitting down to write and letting the words pour out of you.
I always seem to get a sense of clarity whenever I write an article (even if it stays in my drafts and never gets published, the clarity still comes).
Yes, for sure… writing is an incredible medium for finding inner clarity for me as well. I used write in journals for that purpose for many years… I got away from that in recent years… from journals that is… and now find myself doing that sort of thing here. It is hugely cathartic… even more when it’s not hidden away in a private journal but being shared with others. There is something even more powerful in that. For me at least.
But yes… even the drafts that don’t get published or are deleted … they help me clear ou the mucky confusion 😅
Anyway, thank you for reading and commenting 💙